Learning of physics, a noble pursuit Yet with particles, much confusion lies With negative energies in disguise Dirac gave solutions, none will dispute To his theory, this author does salute However detailed understanding flies I can hardly profess to be as wise Is it my fate to become destitute? In distress to other courses I flee Hoping to gain insight, to find the truth In TQM I may be triumphant Perhaps it will be safer in QFT Is this only optimism of youth? I should have just become a consultant