[Currently untitled] I dream to see inside my lecturer’s head. For Particle Physics is not designed, to give an undergraduate great peace of mind. If I only knew what he thought and read, the fear of Tripos would be banishèd. No longer would I have to wait to find, Why quarks and gluons are allowed to bind. At last after all these years, I’d finally be ahead! On second thought, I’m not sure I am prepared, To see what lies beneath the physicists floppy mane. Some thoughts are best not aired. In the dark recesses of his brain, What will I find that cant be shared? And will I suffer pain? [Raza Habib, Nov 2013]